Now is the time to start a new blog. Today I decided to start writing all the impressions of other people on me whether it’s a good or bad. I want to use this space as something I can use to check if I am improving as a person physically. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want anyone to pity me or what not. In fact, I don’t want anyone to see this. This is just some sort of diary, The Diary of a Fat Ugly Fag.
I am 25 years old, single and working in a call center. That is basically my description. I am not blessed with a smooth skin and a perfect body. For years, I have struggled to get what I want. I’ve been trying to get that smooth and fair skin that others have. I’ve been trying to work on my core but I only ended up getting more flab. You may see this as just mere drama or as a window to see the inner me. To be quite honest, I don’t really care and I won’t bother asking you to comment to see if you pity me. I just want an outlet of my emotions and let things out because the more I keep my thoughts in me the more I freak out.
I always feel like the gay who never gets in a relationship. Maybe I never will but in the midst of my soul I still let the hope in me that one day I’ll meet him. I joined a lot of social networking site for gays like me expecting that I will find the right apple to harvest to no avail. And just at this moment, I deactivated my account with planetromeo.com. I wanted to live my life, as a single, to my fulfillment. I want to be as good-looking as possible. Lately I have been thinking of doing things to improve myself. I am planning to enroll again to the gym, have some consultations with the dermatologist and planning to live a healthy lifestyle. From here on, I will do myself a favor. I will love myself.
From here on and on the succeeding entries, I will post my experiences, my thoughts and all things about me being fat and ugly. I don’t mean to be hard on myself; I just accepted the fact that I’m not good enough. This is the very reason why I will do this, to know all my flaws and work on it.
This is just the start and I hope with this journey I could master discipline and self-respect.
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